Right now I’m totally not in a good mood. I don’t have the mood to post stuff now. Not here. Not to my personal blog. Not anywhere. Just…. fuck.
I guess we just broke up!? Me and my boyfriend. I don’t even… I just… I DON’T FUCKING KNOW. I’m so confused! I am so confused about all this fucking shit! ASLFDJLFJLSADKDSAÖL
I feel like I am dying. Oh god!!!! ;A;
Been crying my eyes out for over an hour. I don’t know what to do. FUCK.
He’s been a total asshole towards me this whole fucking autumn!!!!! He’s been so mean and…he speaks to me like he is speaking to a bag of shit! ARRGH.
He said such bad things today and he… he hurt my feelings… very badly. I don’t know what’s his problem. What has been his problem for this whole autumn!?
How can he speak to me like that!? And why!?
Today he said such shitty stuff so I just started crying and I… just had to kick him out of my apartment… He said he will come back tomorrow… but I don’t have any idea that WHAT will happen when he comes back…. *sigh*
I just wanted you guys to know this situation. So don’t wonder if it’s going to be a little quiet here at FYSJM…
I am trying to be strong and I’m trying to look at the positive sides…
I am not a quitter so… I’ll be patient and let’s all hope for the best.